I had even auditioned a girl who used to come on tour with me to sing, and I used to dog her and go at her all the time about Christianity. She persevered, I give her props for that. And she invited me to a church service. My queen and I went and we both hated it. Then we got invited to come back and we went again, for some reason. After that second time going to that church service, somebody asked me to study the Bible. I said ‘ok, I’ll do it.’ So they set up a personal Bible study with me on that Monday. That night, I studied up on Christianity because I hadn’t really been studying lately, it wasn’t something I was really deep into. And I started reading books and I read this book called More Than Just A Carpenter. I chose it because it was small and slim! I was like "let me read up on Jesus right quick so I can be ready for these cats."
I read it and I got sick to my stomach. Because I realized by reading that book that Jesus was more than what I thought he was in my mind and more than what studies and all those things had shown me. Jesus was deeper than that. It hit me like a rock. But it also prepared me for the studies I was about to do. I had tons of questions, I had doubts and things I had to work through.
On our first album, I had a song called “Fishin' 4 Religion,” and it was basically “You ain’t doin’ nothin.’” That was my frustration when I was writing that song. At the time, I wasn’t a Christian, but I definitely believed in God. The way I believed in God wasn’t formed yet. But I was talking about that even in those days.
But what I credit those believers with is that they came to my house and studied with me three or four hours at a time. We had about twenty studies, and I got to ask anything I ever wanted to ask. We looked into Scripture. And that’s what moved me. It wasn’t some sort of light coming down from heaven and “Aaaaaaahhhh! I wanna believe in God now!” It was more studies, thoughts and deep questions about moral things I always had questions about and a lot of historical things I had questions about.
It was a great journey for me.